Nalonos

Love?

Early this morning, I woke up to a love ballad I knew so well. The point that it was blaring so loudly made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside (thanks SMK Hamid Khan!). Nope, I did not mind one bit that I got awaken at such wee hours. I mean, come on… how often do you wake up to such… beautiful circumstances? It was one in a million, oh trust me.


Sure, that got me going way back… to those were the days when life felt a little more blessed when shared with someone... then the memories... the youth, the happy times, the tears... the misunderstandings, the pain... so much more. As I lay in bed with flooding flashbacks, I understood it wasn't a long one but it did hurt long enough when that chapter slowly but painfully drew to a close.

After all, people say the first cut is the deepest. Simply undeniable.

Rest assured however, I’m - over and out - with the past. If it doesn’t kill you, it only makes you stronger. Indeed. I’ve bounced back stronger now, come what may. Ironically enough, it took an ex to point this out. Much as I hate to agree with him, it’s only true.

Now, I’m more than ready to love again.

But... where is he? More importantly, who is he?

And when he eventually exists in my life, would I be able to find time for him? When I can barely find time for myself now? Would he be someone I can find and devote my time unselfishly to?

… so many questions.... still left unanswered...

Only time will tell...

uh ok, maybe this is too soon… but it’s pretty :P

Songs featured in this post are available for download, gimme a tinkle:
Mariah Carey & Luther Vandross – Endless Love
Boyz II Men & Mariah Carey – One Sweet Day
Martina McBride – Valentine
Linda Ronstadt ft. Aaron Neville – Don’t Know Much

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Disclaimer: The author shall not be accused for any feelings of loneliness, reminiscence of the past, side-effects of singlehood caused by reading this entry. Instead, go on out there and find (your) love!

Labels: guys, music, random tots

nalinified @ 9:45 AM